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beeatrricee
28 October 2007 @ 02:04 am
right. so i got this from jiemin's livejournal. so fill it up so that i'll probably know ya better! ha! =)


1.) Can you cook?
2.) What was your dream growing up?
3.) What talent do you wish you had?
4.) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
5.) Favorite vegetable?
6.) What was the last book you read?
7.) What zodiac sign are you ?
8.) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
9.) Worst Habit?
10.) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11.) What is your favorite sport?
12.) Negative or Optimistic attitude?
13.) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14.) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15.) Tell me one weird fact about you:
16.) Do you have any pets?
17.) What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18.) What was your first impression of me?
19.) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20.) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21.) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22.) What color eyes do you have?
23.) Ever been arrested?
24.) Bottle or Draft?
25.) If you won $10,000 dollars today, what would you do with it?
26.) Would you date me?
27.) Where 's your favorite place to hang out?
28.) Do you believe in ghosts?
29.) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
30.) Do you swear a lot?
31.) Biggest pet peeve?
32.) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
33.) Do you believe in/appreciate romance?
34.) If you could spend 12 hours with me and ask/do anything you like, what would it be?
35) Do you believe in God?
36.) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same?
 
 
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beeatrricee
30 July 2007 @ 08:43 pm

it was just a  "SNAP" and "POOF", and everything seemed to change like that. nothing was said. totally nothing. and i've got no idea what's going on too

maybe i should really listen to others, TIME is the factor. maybe i should just think positively and get my screwed up fuck ass mind to think bout more productive things. maybe.....

 
 
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beeatrricee
11 July 2007 @ 05:51 pm

school always ends the earliest on wednesday. went over to amk central cause i wanted to get my bread and bubble tea (had this sudden craving). walked around and went over to the arcade again with my classmates. stayed there playing basketball again, and yeah, we broke the record again! lalalas~

anyway, went over to bishan after that with vivian cause i wanted to find something. so while i was looking for my stuffs, vivian suddenly asked me to help her buy 4D. and when it was my turn, the aunty stared at me and ask "are you above 18?". so i told her i was 19 years old already. she didnt believe it la! so she asked for my identification card. so she laughed and said "you dont look like ya're 19!" and so before leaving, she said good luck or something i cannot remember. 

do i look so young?!?!?!?!?

anyway, yesterday was a good day! i'm SMILING! =))))))))))))))

 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: you belong to me
 
 
beeatrricee
10 July 2007 @ 07:33 pm
oh! haven got the time to update recently. this week is total hell! like in one week, i've got 2 presentations, 3 tests and 2 datelines for my project! it cant be worst than ever.

well, i shall start from sunday then. didnt go over to granny's cause i have to finish up on my presentation powerpoint and to study for tests. stayed at home the whole day to finish it all up. 

than monday. had this module's test which i detest the most. think my results for it aint gonna turn out good. oh well. went back home, napped, did my last minute editing for my presentation slides and started studying for my marketing ICA. damn this ICA is worth 40% of the entire module's result! studied til like around 3 plus before going to bed.

and today. went to school at 10am and they wanted to skip a lecture to study for marketing. sat for the test and i think it's rather alright cause i did study for it. actually it's easy if you really really study and if you remember everything. had 2 hours break and we were busy preparing for our oral presentation. it was such a nervous 2 hours that we had. 

so after break, it was communication skills period. everyone was dressed so smartly and formally and we were all so so nervous. luckily i did mine today. cause there wasnt enough time for my whole class to finish presenting today, so they will have to do it next week. phew~ anyway, i did on the different instrumentations in band. it wasnt as scary as the first presentation that i've been through last time. =)) 

oh ya, we took like hell alot of pictures after that. hahaha!! all smiling so happily cause 2 things down for this week! =)





























alright. that should be enough for today. hahahaha! there's another test and project presentation on friday. wish me luck! =)

see ya~ =D
 
 
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Current Music: wind it up
 
 
beeatrricee
07 July 2007 @ 08:41 pm
=))  
GRACE SPRUNG ME A SURPRISE CALL TODAY! and it lifted up my entire day cause of that! she called to ask how i was doing and that she misses me and my family too! weeees~ she went like "hello! guess who? guess who am i?" hahaha! but she called me at the wrong time, i was preparing to go out then. but still i spent like 10 minutes or so to talk to her, it was so worth it! =))

met yingying at amk mac to study. did some of my assignment work and she studied (i think). while i was on the way to amk, i started counting how many singaporeans were in green today. something bout that "Go Green" campaign on 7th and 8th July. and upon reaching mac, i counted 50 people. told that to yingying and she said i was mad, so i dropped the idea of counting more after that. 

3 hours passed as we were there. and all i did were just 5% of my entire work! SHUCKS! i really need more time la! rahhhh! that's the thing bout doing last minute work la! i was telling grace just now bout we as secondary school students, always rushing through work at the last minute. and it always happens for projects. like for example, we are given 10 weeks to do up a project, and during the first 7 weeks or so, nothing will be done, until the last 3 weeks will we all be rushing like mad! being stressed over it too. this habit of ours is so harmful! this now, when i'm in poly, i'm still like that!

and i still dont know what topic to talk about for the oral presentation on tuesday! someone please kindly suggest a suitable topic that is interesting and has got some visuals to back it up too and tell me? 

man! i seriously wanna get a crumpler bag! either a harvest sack or a sling bag. it's so uber cool! okay! i'm saving! POULTY! heard that? i'm saving for a crumpler! =))
 
 
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beeatrricee
07 July 2007 @ 01:02 am

everyone's talking bout time, and time and MORE TIME! they either go "damn! time passes like as though there's 20 hours instead of it's usual 24hours a day," or "please Time, i'm begging ya to Stop moving that quckly and to move slowly than before cause i seriously cant catch up with the fast pace that ya're ticking by now!" it's seriously moving so fast that some, or rather most of them can hardly take a gasp of air anymore! 

it's already the end of week 12 for school. that means 3 months of school's gone!! and that's so hell fast! and in another few weeks (in the month of August), will be the major big exams before i have another 1 month plus break. oh Damn! 

you all will never know how fast poly's life fly pass! one week of school in poly is just like an equivalant of 3 secondary school days back then. it's THAT fast! like today i'm going to school on the first day of a week, and in a blink of the eye, it's friday! FRIDAY! in which it would probably be one day of staying at home and one day out for the weekend. and then, it will be going back to school again the next day! and the cycle goes on and on every week. HELL IT'S FAST LA!

right. next week is one hell of a week. i'll have some crap module's test on Monday, followed by oral presentation on Tuesday (which i really dread the most), programming practical test on Wednesday (this is gonna be superly hell),  project presentation, maths test AND submission of home page assignment on Friday. 

damn i'm on the verge of exploding! tell me that my life is not as bad as yours. tell me that this is nothing compared to yours. tell me that i'm such a weakling to keep complaining. tell me I SUCK and i should GO AND DIE than to stay alive and waste more resources! 



it was the first time after so many million years that she saw me tearing. she started asking what happened and why was i tearing. she went like "is it your exams?" , "is it you haven had dinner (i dont know why she asked that too)?" , "is it that ya're sick?" , is it is, is it that, but i kept really quiet and couldnt speak up. i was so scared, and maybe she was frightened too. sorry. wasnt in the right state of mind then. =((

 
 
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beeatrricee
05 July 2007 @ 11:27 pm
=(  
i'm feeling so so depressed. and i really need someone to talk to. but it's even more depressing when everytime i tried to browse through my phone list for people to call up, and to hear me talk, i simply cant find any. =((

since young, i haven got any one to talk to whenever i'm down and out. and whenever it happens, it will always be the case of drowning my pillow with buckets of tears. my brothers has got each other to talk to, hmm,  i dont know about them actually. but i? i've got no one. i dont talk to my parents. dont really know why, but i just dont talk to them. i dont talk to my friends too. and through all these years, i'm quite used to keeping things to myself already. 

but there are times when i really feel like i really need someone close to rant out my troubles within. someone who can i can trust upon with everything, someone who will be there to consol me. sighh!

i really miss having grace with us. the times when i looked upon her as an elder sister. A REAL SISTER! someone who i can confide in, someone who will brace me up and to support me whenever i'm down. 

like right now, when i'm at my lowest, yet no one can be here to hear me out. i feel so so lousy! mummy just saw me tearing just now. sigh! =((
 
 
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Current Music: i wanna dance
 
 
beeatrricee
05 July 2007 @ 11:54 am
well, currently in the school's library, supposely to do my assignments and work but obviously i'm taking a damn break by typing this. i'm kinda not feeling good not blogging at livejournal yesterday, so i'll do it RIGHT NOW! 

didnt attend the first lecture of the day as i dont absorb much for that lecture. right, so there's another maths lecture later in the day.

assignments, projects and works has always been the stress factor since week 3 or so. but right now, it just aint bout just this THREE BIG WORDS, it has multiplied to have like FIVE words now, adding TESTS and EXAMS in! rahhhh! i'm so not in the right mood of mind these few days having all these fuck factors stuck in my dumb small mind! 

i was telling others that i would rather choose the path to death than to attend school with all thses fuck stress! or maybe i should have just held on to that maddy's hand (whom i saw on the bus some time back) so that he could take me to "the other world". 

and to think that seniors in my school can say that year 1 aint the toughest year, or rather, it isnt tough at all! wait til we are in year 2 and 3, than we will see what real stress is! oh my oh boy oh man OH GOD! i'll just see what stress will do to me in the long run. haven really broke down before in the past, but i think it will come sooon! 

anyway, was out on tuesday with ann, darwin and maverick. we went to watch transformer at grand cathay. even when darwin went to get the tickets at 1pm, hoping to catch the 7pm movie, it was almost filled! we were left to choosing the 3rd row from the front then! caught the digital films, and damn it was more than a blasting ride in there then. the sound system was superb! double thumbs-up =)) although our tummies were rumbling like mad ( i was actually gripping and holding on to my tummy so that it doesnt rumble that much!) due to the blasting of sound system (the whole stretch of amplifier was right infront of where the stage was.) anyway, transformer is a MUST CATCH movie!

right! shall go back to the stinking project work again! FUCK school!! i had rather FAINT AND DIEEE!
 
 
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Current Music: good enough
 
 
beeatrricee
03 July 2007 @ 05:14 pm


OH MY HOLY DINOSAUR!! this is the newly launched Apple iPhone. it's actually a phone cum ipod and it's available in 4GB and 8GB. and hell i want one of this junk shit device!! i swear it's holy awesomely cool dude punk shit laa!! 

yay!! i'm watching transformer later with darwin, ann and maverick! =) i'm off! byeee =D
 
 
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Current Music: love will keep us alive
 
 
beeatrricee
02 July 2007 @ 11:45 pm

slept really late last night. couldnt remember what i was doing too! well, anyway, that wasnt really important. well, it was back to school again today. well, since i went to bed rather late last night, and that it was still supposed to be youths' day, i didnt really have the mood to go to school too. the alarm clock went off and i kept snoozing it. it snoozed for bout half an hour before i finally decided to get up. left for school and i was like 15 minutes late. hahahaha! we cares la! 

left school for amk  with vivian. was trying to influence her not to go for kayaking training through out the whole time when we were walking there. hahah! it was really funny, you all should have seen the expression she gave whenever i ask her not to go. hhaha. 

met yingying and went over to find selena at kpool. stayed there for quite some time before going down to plaza singapura. xueli wanted to find some piano score but to no avail. and damn! i had dinner which i actually wasnt supposed to! rahhh! nevermind! no more heavy dinner for me anymoreee!! =)) sat there and chatted with them, and damn! they really can gossip like HELL ALOT! 

train-ed back and started cam-whoring again. haha! =)




dont ask me why we are named like that. i didnt know too! hahah! it just came out so randomly. =D


and selena kept saying it's so artistic to take this kinda pictures. hmm...

oh, and there were photos from outing with gonggong on sunday! =)


and again, we did the same on each other's phone. mine are all in her phone and her's are all in mine. hahaha!








and that's her harry potter guy! she insisted that we take another photo with him in it!

right. i'm done! GOD bless me! i'm so screwed cause i've not done any home work today! BAH! =((

 
 
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